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| just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you. because people lie, things change boyfriends cheat, friends ditch. and there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall. in the end, we all end up being the people we swore we would never be. each night, i put my head to my pillow & i try to tell myself i'm strong, because i've gone one more day without you. the biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone you once had the time of your life with. i never understood the reasoning for someone to "move on" from a relationship. it's not like you are really going to "move on", you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of every day until it finally becomes routine and you don't notice it anymore. things will get worse before they get better but when they do, remember who put you down and who helped you up. && in the end, we always return to the people who've been there from the beginning. they all told her; "he's just going to bring you down." what she didn't realize; they weren't going to be there when he did. my phone lies beside me as i sleep just in case you change your mind, just in case you want to talk. there's a light turned off inside your heart. can you even remember what it's like to care? do you know how it feels to be dead while still alive? to fall asleep each night to the sound of your own cries? to have your life change in the blink of an eye? to discover your reality was nothing but lies? do you know how it feels to want someone to blame? to find yourself alone when you're in the greatest of pain? to shed a river of tears at the mention of a name? to realize that from this day forward, things will never be the same? do you know how it feels to learn that your best wasn't enough? For someone you love to violate your trust? to find out those words were just the cold-hearted bluffs? to accept that the future holds no more promises for us? do you know how it feels to make a fresh start? && to keep a smile on your face, even after your whole world has fell apart? | |
| too many people go through life running from something that isn't after them. before you say you hate someone, think, if they died, would you care? && as we lie beneath the stars we realize how small we really are if they could love like you and me imagine what the world could be. we become attached to what's familiar and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe and predictable even if they are bad for us. out of all of the stupid things ive said, which are countless, i have never wanted to take something back more than the one that drove you away. & when im with you you make everything worth it. i wish you would choke on all the words that keep breaking my heart. i want someone who won't care that i'm incapable of sitting still, that i can't grasp the concept of cleaning, & that i refuse to be lady like. someone who realizes that half of the decisions i make are usually ones i regret, and i have the right to overreact at any given moment. i want someone who knows how completely insane i am and he wouldnt want me any other way. holler :] | |
| & it's the things he doesn't say that keeps the tears in my eyes at night. & she swears theres nothing wrong, but i hear her playing that same old song. you had me, for the millionth time, you had me, i know i said i would never come back i said i'd never do this again but here i am again, laying on your bed and i can't remember a thing i've ever said. && there was a time when i knew nothing of back seats & broken hearts. && i can tell by your tears, you're going to remember it all. & i guess that's what happens in the end .. you start thinking about the beginning. <3 because i know happiness is real | |
heres to the night where i stood in the park what do i do now that you're gone another dead end street i don't want your old letters
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as a single tear falls from her cheek these are my last words i thought i was over him she knew the pain would go away someday another poem, another line another girl pretending she's fine. after all is said & done, i still think you're amazing i still cherish every moment i spent with you every smile you brought to my face i'll be forever thankful someone like you was brought into my life even if you had to be taken away too soon you see .. you were my miracle. sorry it took so long to update .. <3 | |
